Atypical & Awesome “Christmas Is a Time for giving and Forgiving”

It’s been a busy Sunday full of Christmas activities: singing in choir in church this morning as the third Advent candle of “Hope” was lit, taking a walk downtown to admire the decor and holiday store fronts, making festive treats to share, driving through our church’s Living Nativity, and also, driving through a neighborhood fully decked out for the season to enjoy their lights and adornments. But, yet, I’ve had a really hard time getting the spirit this year. I very much know Jesus is my savior and was brought to the world to bring light and yes, hope. But there’s been something missing this year and I haven’t quite been able to put my finger on it. Well, until tonight. I had an epiphany while taking a shower this evening. Not unlike the wise men traveling the desert following a star, my star, though, was more of a “lightbulb” that went off in my head. What present can I give that is meaningful and budget-friendly? Well, how about re-gifting the gift I was given? No, not that weird rice cooker or tacky t-shirt. The ultimate gift I’ve received- forgiveness. I am forgiving this year. That’s my gift. Anyone that I’ve had issues with- It’s done. Over. No more resentment. No more anger. That includes myself. Not to say I have any intention of re-establishing unhealthy relationships with those who have hurt me, just that I forgive. I’m letting go and moving on. I am surviving on hope. This year, that is enough.