Atypical & Awesome “Crossroads”

So, this coming up Monday is my birthday and birthdays always make me reflective. I am three years away from a BIG birthday. I am really thinking hard about my future and the road ahead. Where is the road going? Do I need to switch lanes? Do I need to get off the freeway and walk down a dirt path for a bit? Maybe I need to change directions or go even faster? I’m not sure. I find myself changing and my expectations in others dramatically decreasing. I am beginning to have some pretty astute clarity of my role in others’ lives. I have big decisions to make and I will. If you love me and truly want the best for me- thank you. If your relationship with me is based on the hope that one day I might be beneficial to you- please leave. Seriously. I am pretty much over most things these days and have no desire to carry dead weight with me throughout the next phase of life. Happy Birthday to me.